I just can’t through any stupid things like heart breaking again. I can’t trust. No, not your fault. It’s mine. and I just can’t.

I just can’t through any stupid things like heart breaking again. I can’t trust. No, not your fault. It’s mine. and I just can’t.

"Women need strong men beside them. They need a man who is sure of himself. Who inspires them to be a better women. Who leads, who has a trustful and meaningful direction in life. It would be very hard for men to live with me, unless he’s terribly strong. I’ve been in business without being a businesswoman. And I’ve loved without being a woman made only for love. I choose a man who is compels my strenght, who makes enormous demands on me, who won’t just sit and expect me to be what they wanted without them trying to be a better man for me. And who has the courage to treat me like a woman. Because as you can see, there’s a lot of rich perfumed guys with a bigs as booty baby girl. But you can HARDLY see a strong smart woman with a guy who’s lack of energy and gives up easily."

Life Guide

"No one has the right to tell you who you are and control your life, cause it’s yours. Your life is meant to be lived by no one else but yourself. We sometimes let people get the best of us, destroy us and change our opinions on what we believe is true. Only you know what is right for yourself, you have the power, you make the choices and learn. Each experience we go through in life is a lesson to be learned. We all make mistakes, why is it so hard for some to understand? No one should be judged by the mistakes they have made. It’s past news. Everything happens for a reason, and without the hard times, how would we ever realize our true strength? It’s only through a time of suffering when we realize how strong we truly are inside, when we realize how much we can actually put up with and deal with before we eventually break."


"The secret isn’t to find someone you love spending time with - I love spending time with a lot of people. The secret isn’t to find someone that you find attractive - I find a lot of people attractive for many different reasons. The secret isn’t to find someone who is nice - there are tons of nice people in the world. The secret is to find someone who wants exactly what you want. Someone who is ready to give you all they’ve got, and in turn be ready to accept all the love you have to give. The world is filled with people in relationship of “loves you more” & “I have to act mean so they will like me back” or “I am just not ready.” Please do not waste any more of your precious time. You are an amazing creature. You deserve to be loved until your insides melt. Don’t give up on all the things you want. When you meet the right person you will have zero doubt in your mind. Zero."
- Daily Relatable Love Quotes (via thelovewhisperer)

(via thelovewhisperer)

Happy Birthday My Life<3

She was born on April 13th, 1963. She’s turning 51 years old in this year. The line of her age appears on her face. But it wouldn’t change anything, ‘cause for me she’s still the most beautiful creature on this Earth. She’s such a Supermom. She’s a part time mother, and full time friend to me :)

She’s the strongest woman I have ever known. She was a successful career woman who started everything from zero back then. She is a good wife, she loved my father ‘till death make them apart. I know it’s very hard to raised two daughters without a husband. But no matter what, she never showed her pain, her sadness in front of me or my little sister. She keeps trying to stay look everything fine with her, she never wanted to make us feel worried. And I want to be like her someday…

I wish I could take all her pain, or at least help her to get thru’ the hard times of her life. I want to do something special to put a little smile on her lips. I want to see her laugh every day. To make her forget all the bad things that’s ever happened in her life. And wait for me mom. I will make that happen as soon as possible. I almost finish, and you should be standing there and see me happy. Nobody knows how much I love her. How much she means to me. And how much that I’m scared of losing her.

When I tell her about my stupid love story, she’s my hero. She’s the first person who taught me to love someone unselfishly. She’s a person that I’d probably let myself killed just to save her. There are times when I hate her. But still, she’s at the top of my list. And sometimes, it’s really hard for me to tell her how much I love her so much. But she’s a part of my life. No ! She is my life. Her tears are medicine. Her hands help me to stay strong… And oh my God, too many to mention ! I love her so much.

Happy Birthday mama. Meila sama Agristi sayang mama. We’re strong because of you mom. We love you so much. Ya Allah, sayangilah mama.


Your loving daughter ({})

"You’re my ‘only’ true bestfriend. I love you like I love my sister. Always have and always will. Don’t forget that."

Hands of Angel :)

Tenang saja sahabatku, apa yang kamu beri akan kembali padamu dengan wujud lain yang lebih berharga.

Tenang saja sahabatku, sesungguhnya apa yang menjadi milikmu adalah apa yang kamu amalkan kepada orang lain.

Tenang sahabatku, percaya saja ketika aku bilang ‘Aku mengerti maksutmu’ karena aku juga pernah merasakannya.

Tenang saja sahabatku, aku tidak akan mengambil apa yang bukan menjadi hak dan bukan milikku. Karena aku di ajarkan tentang ‘batasan sadar diri’.

Tenang saja sahabatku, aku masih dan akan selalu menjadi sahabatmu; ingat saja itu. Maka semuanya aku pastikan dan aku usahakan baik-baik saja.

Tenang saja sahabatku, janji Allah tidak akan pernah tertukar untuk orang yang memiliki keluarga dan hati sebaik kamu.

Aku sayang kamu, always have and always will.

"Ya Allah, terima kasih atas bantuanMu melalui seluruh Malaikat duniaMu. Berikan kesempatan hamba untuk bisa membalas kebaikan mereka."